Jayden Brown: A Working Musical by Chris Helms and Scott Spencer

Just figured i'd stop n and see who bitches first!

Wed, 02 May 2007 20:50:08 GMT

Yep. Havent been on in a while. Just wanted to say hey and give a special shout out to mah hommey Tyler McKenzie. That's one fine hunkah male. Yep yep. Well Im gonna Skididdle fer now. Talk to you l8r. BTW what is it like o have so much sympathy for one person, care so much for them, give them advice in the sweeetest way, and buy a lotta stuff and make alotta things for them, but all you get in return is alotta advice in the worst way and most hurtful way ever that when you show them how mean they have been, they no longer talk to you?

I know its confusing but if you get it, respond. I Love You all that read it. Thanks a bunch for your existance in my life! xD

Dead by Today

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 21:34:48 GMT

I was in a "seriou" bus collision today!!!! Yep Head damage and blood, guts and gore every where! NAH!!! Juss kiddin. I was in a bus collision today though! A tree carrying truck had dropped a load and one tree hit the windshield and broke it really bad. We Couldnt exit the bus for anything till the 5 0 got there. Im just glad we're okay.

I hope you bitches arew happy >:{

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 00:36:26 GMT

I Cant beleive the types of pplz i know! Some of them mollah follahs really piss me off though i still love em like hell!!!! I dont wanna say what happened yet cause it aint really "happened" but when the fuck it does then you bitches are gonna probably regret it!!!!!

OH MY MOTHER FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 23:13:34 GMT

GUESS THA FUCK WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!????? WICKED, AVENUE Q, THE DROWSY CHAPPERONE, AND THE WEDDING SINGER ARE COMING TO CHARLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MUST!!!!!! SEE WICKED!!!! THAT BROADWAY MUSICAL KICKS ANY FUKKIN MUSICALS ASS LIKE A KILLER WHALE ON LSD MUTHA FUKKAZ!!!!!!! LIKE, YOU HAVE NO FUKKIN IDEA HOW FUKKIN HAPPY IAM OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG RANDOM RABBLE RABLE RABLE OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG i AM SO HAPPY xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D OMmFG! i AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Voice Post

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 01:07:09 GMT

Voice Post

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:15:14 GMT

Trying something for a friend

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 00:08:00 GMT

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My Butt Itches

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 22:33:43 GMT

So I Scratched It :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>(Lotsa Birdie SMile Cause that was random AND Fwunny):>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

CLOVER :(

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 16:32:38 GMT

My best friend gave me a clover a few weeks back and i've been doing everything to TRY to keep it alive. I started weeping monday and i didnt know what to do with it. Im SO Bad with plants. It sayed alive for like 2 weeks or so and just today...... it quit out on me. Soooooo.... I froze it. I didnt know what to do. Hey! At least i kept it and still got it. That counts for something in friendship right?

I mean...... Yeah! I guess i am bi.

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 13:54:58 GMT

When i was with her previously, i was straight. I've only been gay for 2 1/2 years really. But....... yeah. Last night could have been soooooooooo much more. ya see. i think of it like this: I looked sooooooooo much better than her and maybe she was intimidated by it like i might break up with her but i dont think she understands how in love with her i am. She hasnt changed much. Only difs are: glasses, braces and a little facial brakout. but other than tha, shes still my sweet little Niecy. Even with those difs, she STILL is my sweet Niecy. I love her to death!!!!!! Nothing can seperate us!!!! Only her. Im not ever breaking up with her because i LOVE her. No matter how immature she acted last night, i still LOVE HER TO DEATH ITSELF!!!!!!!! Yeah..... she was really immature last night but i think the whole (though it sounds conceited) "i look better than her/ nervous factor" thing played, I STILL FOOKIN LOOOOVE Her!!!!!! It's unreal the love i have for her. Like..... Maybe next time i see her she'll be all collected....... hopefully. but yeah...... thats my evening!

Aquatic Center

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 19:55:12 GMT

SO!!! Tonight the fam and i are going to the aquatic center. I hope Niecy can go. She had to let me go so that she can call her mom and ask. That was like 15 minutes ago. I REALLY HOPE SHE CAN!!!!!!!! :] I Havent seen her in a while and i really fukin miss'er. GAH!!!!! If there IS Love in this world..............

Immatre Middle Grade Brat.

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 18:09:30 GMT

I dont think thats me. but some of my friends do. I dont get it. Maybe its cause im "brainwashed" by the tv. I doubt it. But its like the difference in crow wings and raven wings, "It just a matter of a pinion". I LOVE Niecy to death. I still actually love mah best friend alittle more though. Niecy is my Lover. Every night i sleep with my phone in my hand.... JUST INCASE she calls. But this morn., she called and woke me at 856 and she hadnt been up too long and we talked for like2hrs and i told her how i sleep with the phone in my hand and then she was like, "you need to get more sleep". And i'm all like, "but what if i miss your call?" and she's all like, "Well, i can leave a message." and im all like, "....... uhhhh...... oh yeah." Then we get on another subj. completely. But yep yep. Im gonna go now cause im on the fone with her and i spent all day online yesterday and well...... she kinda didnt like that so... yeah. peace!

Voice Post

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:24:07 GMT

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:01:27 GMT

..... And! My brothers are leaving. Im gonna be ALONE!!!!! WTF am i gonna do? I wanna play games, watch movies, sing songs around the campfire, play pool, and.... Jack Off? H'h. Well today was kewl. I missed you all. I mean, I wanna call mah bestest friend and say Happy Easter but i guess i'll do it through here. So....... Happy Easter Home Girl. Hope you had a good one. PS There was this AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL Chapel i saw today at the camp site. I wish you all could see it. I will post pics when i get the cable for my phone. Untill next time. I love you all and Have a happy easter!!!!!!!

Gone for the day

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 14:30:53 GMT

Well I guess some of you (new friends included, which isnt very many) may be pleased to know that i WONT be here today. Im going to Albemarle for the day since mom has requested my leave. She wants me to go with the rest of the family to have dinner with JEFFs family. SO! i guess i'll do that simple thing for them. Well I'd like to tell you more but we're leaving now. Have A Happy Easter. Love Ya. Bye!

COSTUMES GALORE

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 22:54:50 GMT

HEAD PEICES (these ar just sampled ideas) (I like the rubber lookin one and the feathery one.)(A wig will top it off.)

COATS (these are just sampled ideas)

WINGS (these ar just sampled ideas)(The girls Wings are the best one i found)

CLAWS

*these claws work, i'll just have to cover my arms in black. maybe some under armor and a pair of leather gloves (fingerless preferrably)

That is how i spent like 4-5 hrs of my day!!!!!!!! AND! I talked to Neicy. She helped with like most of this kinda.

How do you get friends on ths site?

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:06:47 GMT

I only got like ...... ONE! and it's like all i need BUT!!! "Sometimes, Just Sometimes, A Terrible Sadness is Carried within." I wanna talk to folks with Musical inspirations and Dancing Hearts for a Multicolored Stage and those who fall emo of the border for Eric Draven and wanna produce Mujsicals based on their favorite movies like the crow. (If someone has already written a musical form of the crow and I....I if III ME I ME ME ME If I think it sucks then you must bleed for it as i will come from the dead to kill you just like Eric killed ....... sadly, i dont know the final guys name. BBUT! THAT IS THE WAY YOU WILL DIE MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! anyway, i wanna have moe than one friend. How do you do that!?

Appetizing Broadway!!!!!

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:01:31 GMT

I LOVE Being able to use the internet lately at MY OWN will. I've been you tubing the Tony's (Broadways award for acheivement) Ive seen all KINDS of shows: Good Man Charlie Brown, Titanic, Sweet Charity, Sweeny Todd, Assassins, Wicked, Follies, you get the idea. I Came across the Revival of The Rocky Horror Show that was on Broadway in 2004. That.Shit.Is.AMAZING!!!!!!! See here for urself

See What i mean!!!! I LOVE THIS BITCH!!!!!! GAH!!!!!! I'd do ANYTHING to be in this bitch one day!!!!! :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>
THEN!!!!!!! There is the Almighty Judas Singing to Christ about his Crucifixion and It just makes me DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!!!! I creatred a physical dance character of my own through my dancing. (Not on paper, but with the blankets and sheets on my bed. Also with My green St Pattys day hat!!!) I pinned the corners together to create a sleeve for my wrist and the blanket quickly became a cape! I was FLYING EVERYWHERE!!!!!! Dancing to a song from:

NOW YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN! I AM SO IN LOVE WITHTHE MUSIC THAT IS PLAYED ON OR IN A BROADWAY SHOW! IT SOOTHES ME AND PUTS ME IN JUST THE RIGHT MOOD. As appetizing as food is to "Normal" or just people in general, THIS! is appetizing to me! And as my best friend will have said to something apetizing: OMNOMNOMNOMNOM :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

New Userpic

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 00:54:42 GMT

Yep. This Pic of The Victim in City of Angels Looks Wayy Much better that that goofy Fred Flintstone Pic. Now if i could just get rid of the username and keep my journal and FrienD(Singular) xD

YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:39:11 GMT

SEE THIS!? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
This is Season 3 AND 4!!!!!!! It releases on May 1st!!!!!!
I am SOOOOOO TOTALLY GOING TO BUY THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Am eagerly awaiting its Realease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY VOICE POSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:16:07 GMT

Even though you can only do 5 a month or something, It seems really cool. Its way bet-tah than SnapVine!!!!!!!

Usernames

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:11:26 GMT

If only you could change the username w/o having to create another account just to have another usernam. Unfortunately, that is the ONLY way it will work out. I wish i could use Jayden as a username but i dont know how to add friends to this thing. I barely know how to get my way around it. Oh well. That's my addition to blogs for now.

Niecy

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 19:07:46 GMT

Neicy is this girl i have technically been dating since Middle School which was like uhhhhh i dont feel like doing the math but.............. like 4 years ago maybe. But I am soooooooooo in love with her! I mean i dont feel this way about no one else except Tyler McKenzie. But Tyler is an Asshole! I dont know that much about her though. I hope we can refresh our relationship! I used to know EVERYTHING about her but now i just know..... well..... nothing! We make each other laugh:) and she's almost never serious about anything, and to hear my friends talk, neither am i. So i dunno. I DO However seriously LOVE her though. And i know that some people are gonna get mad because i am gay but i've loved her forever it feels like because there are times and days when i think about her and i say, "I need to call her and talk to her." I Do However have to thank a previous person in my life named Zech. As much as i dont wanna, I really must. THank You Zech...... for giving her my Number.xD I wanna know everything there is to know aboout this girl and i wanna be with her for a VERY long time!!!!! She's not like Brittany or any of those other 'girls' i liked or went out with. She's actually really important to me. I cant wait to see her again. I Love You, Niecy.

Last Nigh I Dreamed The Craziest Things!!!!!!!

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 13:17:08 GMT

Last night i had two dreams. One of them ended and had a musical number in it and the other (the first one) Just really pissed me off because it makes me wonder if this is what i would really do in the situation. I hope not but who knows?

DREAM 1:

First of all, I dont remember where it started. Somehow me and a VERY special friend to me that means a VERY HUGE amount to me were on the same bus. (which, that was strange because we dont even ride the same bus) We were sitting together and having a grand ol' time and being ourselves like we do when we get together. (School isnt a good example because i tend to be "emo" at school. Outside of school is the best example but that really only happened once.) Anyway, this person got off at some daycare like center (where my moms cousins baby attends) and started walking to it when suddenly i saw this person skating in "those Sketcher skate shoes" (i dont know what they're actually called) across the road from the day care and then was doig some tricks i guess. Some kids asked this person do try stand on her toes. She did it, tumbled over, scraped her knees, scared her BEAUTIFUL face, and covered herself with her well accessorized arms. I saw her and felt no sympathy whatsoever. I was on the bus watching her and just continued sitting there thinking to my self, "I'm just gonna pretend like i didnt see this." then i woke up all pissed off at myself because that girl means abosolutely everything to me. So................ I went and got something drink. this was at 638 am. Thats what time it was when i woke up. Then I went back to sleep and dreamt this:

DREAM 2:

Now what we were visiting my cousin who lives in polkton, I'll never know iguess. Maybe its cause i found out that i wont see her over the break. (I hope i get to see one of my friends over the break. DAMN!!! I dont get to see them often like my brothers do cause my moms like kinda weird like that.... prolly cause im gay....i dunno. SO! Back to story) But when we were leaving, my mom was oddly in her red mustang which she hasnt had for like 4 years. As she was driving off she kept going off the road. It was slightly dark out. I dont know if it was almost dark or almost morning, bt that was the shade of grey i present in this dream. So my mom drives OFF the road, into someone elses yard, (there yard is HUGE anyway, they'd never know it)and right through the woods she goes. I'm all like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!!" Shes all like "SHUT THE FUCK UP CHRIS!!!!" (typical me and mom situation) then after we FINALLY exited the woods, we were in this safari or African like plain or serengetti or something. (What im trying to say is there were a LOTTA zebras, girraffes, chimps that shit on zebras for being mean, and aloota what looking things.) So mom saw the chimps poop on the zebras from the trees that they were in so she goes around and starts whipping and 'panking all the animals for random bads that they MAY have done, not that thay ACTUALLY DID!!! Typical mom: Always punishing nouns for things she assumed wrong. SO! there was this tree where a kookaburra (a little bit darker than the one you see in the pic.) Anyway,it sat in "The Tree Of Life" nesting, when mom goes to punish it for something entirely stupid like she does to me and so the God Damn kookaburra Flutters like a bat outta hell right over my head and shits on ME!!!! mom laughs and says "YOU MISSED YOUR TARGET, IM RIGHT HERE!!!" Damn Kookabuura does it again!!!! She taunts it one last time by saying, "ARE YOU AN IDIOT!?" (Its almost like she wanted to get shit on kinda like the way her mariages are.... shitty! AN she asks for it too.... HEY!!!!! There is reason behind meaning...... or something) So the damn bird makes his last shit on me!!!! Mom doesnt take me home but somehow i end up at this bath place where they have specialists who clean shit off of people. (BTW I had it in my hair too. DAMN YOU MOM!!!!)(Oh yeah, alittle bit of a back track, we didnt just fade into this serengetti. Mom ran the car off a cliff. And at the bottom was the plains.) SO back to the bath. THey told me to wait for the specialist so i did. When they called me back, i got in the bath so she could clean me, and suddenly theree was this Entrance theme song for her that lasted THE ENTIRE TIME she cleaned me. THe only thing i remember about the song is that it was like a cheesy kid song from Barney or Doodlebops or Wiggles, etc. SO she cleaned me, Hair and all and i asked fora second was. Not for the song (Which i am actually glad it didnt play, Maybe this was the actual episode or something) but for the cleanliness. So she did. After that, she cut my hair and made me all pretty and bid me adieu. THen I woke up at 756 and waited 5 minutes so the PC would cut on so i could blog about it.

And That is what i dreamed Last night!!!! Just thought my readER would like to know. If ya wanna know more about either dream, you know what to do.

PS Im prolly gonna convert to Voice Posting since i cant type that fast AND it is so much quicker Lemme know what ya think. Have an AWESOME day! And dont let ur mommie piss of any kookaburra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, Make sure she can drive good. AND Always Always Always Be there for each other, ...... No matter WHAT!!!!!! ilu. ~Bye~

*screams for attention

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:19:29 GMT

I dunno why i do, i JUST do! simple for me to say. Little attention SUX. Its what i get at home. ALOT of attention is GREAT and i will do whatever it takes to get it..... JUST because it feeeeeeeeeeels gewwwwwd!!!!!!!! i like people..... Actually i DONT! i LOVE People!!!! I do so much and get nothing and it makes me feel so powerful because for thast one second, when someone says "Chris, take care of this for me." Im prolly gonna do it no matter who you are. THats just me. "I'm Just a girl who caint say no, Im in a turrible fix." I wish i was mean. I wish i knew how to say no and not feel bad for it. I wish i could speak MY mind and not piss people off the way that they speak their mind and i dont get pissed. oh well. thats me..... i guess.... "Everything happens for a reason."