Yep. Havent been on in a while. Just wanted to say hey and give a special shout out to mah hommey Tyler McKenzie. That's one fine hunkah male. Yep yep. Well Im gonna Skididdle fer now. Talk to you l8r. BTW what is it like o have so much sympathy for one person, care so much for them, give them advice in the sweeetest way, and buy a lotta stuff and make alotta things for them, but all you get in return is alotta advice in the worst way and most hurtful way ever that when you show them how mean they have been, they no longer talk to you?


I know its confusing but if you get it, respond. I Love You all that read it. Thanks a bunch for your existance in my life! xD

I was in a "seriou" bus collision today!!!! Yep Head damage and blood, guts and gore every where! NAH!!! Juss kiddin. I was in a bus collision today though! A tree carrying truck had dropped a load and one tree hit the windshield and broke it really bad. We Couldnt exit the bus for anything till the 5 0 got there. Im just glad we're okay.

I Cant beleive the types of pplz i know! Some of them mollah follahs really piss me off though i still love em like hell!!!! I dont wanna say what happened yet cause it aint really "happened" but when the fuck it does then you bitches are gonna probably regret it!!!!!

GUESS THA FUCK WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!????? WICKED, AVENUE Q, THE DROWSY CHAPPERONE, AND THE WEDDING SINGER ARE COMING TO CHARLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MUST!!!!!! SEE WICKED!!!! THAT BROADWAY MUSICAL KICKS ANY FUKKIN MUSICALS ASS LIKE A KILLER WHALE ON LSD MUTHA FUKKAZ!!!!!!! LIKE, YOU HAVE NO FUKKIN IDEA HOW FUKKIN HAPPY IAM OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG RANDOM RABBLE RABLE RABLE OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG OMmFG i AM SO HAPPY xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD xD :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D OMmFG! i AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I Scratched It :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>(Lotsa Birdie SMile Cause that was random AND Fwunny):>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

My best friend gave me a clover a few weeks back and i've been doing everything to TRY to keep it alive. I started weeping monday and i didnt know what to do with it. Im SO Bad with plants. It sayed alive for like 2 weeks or so and just today...... it quit out on me. Soooooo.... I froze it. I didnt know what to do. Hey! At least i kept it and still got it. That counts for something in friendship right?

When i was with her previously, i was straight. I've only been gay for 2 1/2 years really. But....... yeah. Last night could have been soooooooooo much more. ya see. i think of it like this: I looked sooooooooo much better than her and maybe she was intimidated by it like i might break up with her but i dont think she understands how in love with her i am. She hasnt changed much. Only difs are: glasses, braces and a little facial brakout. but other than tha, shes still my sweet little Niecy. Even with those difs, she STILL is my sweet Niecy. I love her to death!!!!!! Nothing can seperate us!!!! Only her. Im not ever breaking up with her because i LOVE her. No matter how immature she acted last night, i still LOVE HER TO DEATH ITSELF!!!!!!!! Yeah..... she was really immature last night but i think the whole (though it sounds conceited) "i look better than her/ nervous factor" thing played, I STILL FOOKIN LOOOOVE Her!!!!!! It's unreal the love i have for her. Like..... Maybe next time i see her she'll be all collected....... hopefully. but yeah...... thats my evening!

SO!!! Tonight the fam and i are going to the aquatic center. I hope Niecy can go. She had to let me go so that she can call her mom and ask. That was like 15 minutes ago. I REALLY HOPE SHE CAN!!!!!!!! :] I Havent seen her in a while and i really fukin miss'er. GAH!!!!! If there IS Love in this world..............

I dont think thats me. but some of my friends do. I dont get it. Maybe its cause im "brainwashed" by the tv. I doubt it. But its like the difference in crow wings and raven wings, "It just a matter of a pinion". I LOVE Niecy to death. I still actually love mah best friend alittle more though. Niecy is my Lover. Every night i sleep with my phone in my hand.... JUST INCASE she calls. But this morn., she called and woke me at 856 and she hadnt been up too long and we talked for like2hrs and i told her how i sleep with the phone in my hand and then she was like, "you need to get more sleep". And i'm all like, "but what if i miss your call?" and she's all like, "Well, i can leave a message." and im all like, "....... uhhhh...... oh yeah." Then we get on another subj. completely. But yep yep. Im gonna go now cause im on the fone with her and i spent all day online yesterday and well...... she kinda didnt like that so... yeah. peace!

..... And! My brothers are leaving. Im gonna be ALONE!!!!! WTF am i gonna do? I wanna play games, watch movies, sing songs around the campfire, play pool, and.... Jack Off? H'h. Well today was kewl. I missed you all. I mean, I wanna call mah bestest friend and say Happy Easter but i guess i'll do it through here. So....... Happy Easter Home Girl. Hope you had a good one. PS There was this AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL Chapel i saw today at the camp site. I wish you all could see it. I will post pics when i get the cable for my phone. Untill next time. I love you all and Have a happy easter!!!!!!!

Well I guess some of you (new friends included, which isnt very many) may be pleased to know that i WONT be here today. Im going to Albemarle for the day since mom has requested my leave. She wants me to go with the rest of the family to have dinner with JEFFs family. SO! i guess i'll do that simple thing for them. Well I'd like to tell you more but we're leaving now. Have A Happy Easter. Love Ya. Bye!

HEAD PEICES (these ar just sampled ideas) (I like the rubber lookin one and the feathery one.)(A wig will top it off.)




COATS (these are just sampled ideas)




WINGS (these ar just sampled ideas)(The girls Wings are the best one i found)



CLAWS

*these claws work, i'll just have to cover my arms in black. maybe some under armor and a pair of leather gloves (fingerless preferrably)




That is how i spent like 4-5 hrs of my day!!!!!!!! AND! I talked to Neicy. She helped with like most of this kinda.

I only got like ...... ONE! and it's like all i need BUT!!! "Sometimes, Just Sometimes, A Terrible Sadness is Carried within." I wanna talk to folks with Musical inspirations and Dancing Hearts for a Multicolored Stage and those who fall emo of the border for Eric Draven and wanna produce Mujsicals based on their favorite movies like the crow. (If someone has already written a musical form of the crow and I....I if III ME I ME ME ME If I think it sucks then you must bleed for it as i will come from the dead to kill you just like Eric killed ....... sadly, i dont know the final guys name. BBUT! THAT IS THE WAY YOU WILL DIE MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! anyway, i wanna have moe than one friend. How do you do that!?

I LOVE Being able to use the internet lately at MY OWN will. I've been you tubing the Tony's (Broadways award for acheivement) Ive seen all KINDS of shows: Good Man Charlie Brown, Titanic, Sweet Charity, Sweeny Todd, Assassins, Wicked, Follies, you get the idea. I Came across the Revival of The Rocky Horror Show that was on Broadway in 2004. That.Shit.Is.AMAZING!!!!!!! See here for urself

See What i mean!!!! I LOVE THIS BITCH!!!!!! GAH!!!!!! I'd do ANYTHING to be in this bitch one day!!!!! :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>
THEN!!!!!!! There is the Almighty Judas Singing to Christ about his Crucifixion and It just makes me DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!!!! I creatred a physical dance character of my own through my dancing. (Not on paper, but with the blankets and sheets on my bed. Also with My green St Pattys day hat!!!) I pinned the corners together to create a sleeve for my wrist and the blanket quickly became a cape! I was FLYING EVERYWHERE!!!!!! Dancing to a song from:

NOW YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN! I AM SO IN LOVE WITHTHE MUSIC THAT IS PLAYED ON OR IN A BROADWAY SHOW! IT SOOTHES ME AND PUTS ME IN JUST THE RIGHT MOOD. As appetizing as food is to "Normal" or just people in general, THIS! is appetizing to me! And as my best friend will have said to something apetizing: OMNOMNOMNOMNOM :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

Yep. This Pic of The Victim in City of Angels Looks Wayy Much better that that goofy Fred Flintstone Pic. Now if i could just get rid of the username and keep my journal and FrienD(Singular) xD

SEE THIS!? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
This is Season 3 AND 4!!!!!!! It releases on May 1st!!!!!!
I am SOOOOOO TOTALLY GOING TO BUY THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Am eagerly awaiting its Realease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!